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  Chest Pains I was out having fun bowling on wednesday. The temperature outside was over 100 fahrenheit. I started getting chest pains from heat exhaustion. So when i got home i told my mother. She brushed it off saying i’d be fine. The pains have not gone away and it is saturday. I told my mom again and she again brushed it off. It feels as if she doesn’t care about my health. I would go to like the emergency room but i don’t have the money and a way to get there.

  When it feels hard to do anything I don’t know why, but today it just feels like it’s hard to figure out what to do, and then harder to follow through on that. They’re parts of today where i’ve just sat facing the computer for over twenty minutes doing nothing because i couldn’t figure out what to do. I’m actually finding it difficult to write this for some reason too, i don’t know why though! Like i have stuff to do like finishing up my video editing final, but i don’t know, it’s that weird feeling of finding it hard to do anything. I’ve mainly just been updating my website today but that’s about all i’ve done all day. I don’t know i just don’t have much to write about today. I didn’t go to school today. I woke up and then instantly fell back asleep and then woke up 5 minutes before the bus comes by. It takes 5 minutes just to walk to the bus stop alone. My mom when she walked in the room said i “wasn’t sorry” and i “planned it all out”. I was asking yesterday if i could stay ho...