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  There's a new version of the MyTown World ready for download in the resources page. Lot's of things have changed since last time, so I hope you enjoy. Also you will need mods to play this world, more specifically at the bare minimum: Security Craft, Mr. Crayfish's Furniture Mod Refurbished, and Create. Hope you enjoy!   gamerisboring

  So here we are, we got one more month left in this year (I’m making bingo cards for next year already). I didn’t make a Recap for October, so I’ll cover both October and November at the same time. I just want to state first, I’m in a little bit of a better mental state than my last post as I’ve made some decisions I’m confident with. But let’s start this going from Old to new. Starting in Early October, I started a diet. I wanted to lose about 80 pounds so I can be more healthy. I’ve been overweight my whole life and I’m finally addressing it. My first weigh-in was 283 lbs, and as of Nov 28, I’m at 257 lbs. Although that’s prolly shot up from Thanksgiving. I’m also (attempting) to add more exercise in my life, but it’s getting difficult as I keep straining muscles and getting blisters. Another change I made was starting to eat right. I used to eat over 5000 calories a day, now it’s about 1500 calories a day. Also I’m swapping out Ultra-processed foods with healthy foods like Spin...

  I think i’ve reached the end of my rope. i feel i can’t manage my life at all. everything is so overwhelming at this point it feels like i’m drowning in the middle of the pacific. I’m run the white board bone dry trying to fix my life, but to no avail. My hands are literally shaking as I’m writing this on my phone because i’ve finally reached the end of the rope. I’ve tried for years to answer the same question over and over: “What do I want to do with my life?” Every time i attempt to answer this, i get more lost than fish on land. I have bo solutions left to try and I have no goals for myself. I don’t even know what I like anymore. I can’t ever focus on everything i need to do. if i focus on one thing all the others get forgotten, I CAN’T DO EVERYTHING I NEED TO DO AT ONCE ANF IT FRUSTRATES THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS AT OF ME! I don’t know what to do anymore. There’s nothing left to try anymore, I’ve EXHAUSTED ALL OPTIONS. Why can’t I just be a normal person? Why can’t I do anything ...